a ridiculous attempt to ignore the end
Change is doubtful and fearful.
I choose any emotions to feel alive,
I choose any feelings over no emotion.
Because feelings prove there is still a fire
Pain, ache, wound and hurt. I had this game
until it forced me to grow up
and shut down most of my being
I am freezing to the bone,
reinstating the time and the truth,
gazing through nothingness
Ice, wind, rain and cold
Somehow this storm mirrors peace
and allows for gratefulness