Later on, when he loved her with all her troubles and oddities, she came out softer and vulnerable again. She found peace and began working with herself on herself, hiding the drama and balancing a colorful outward world with the inner darkness and chaos. This implied disguise and protection, perfectly executed.
These days she is digging for the hidden truths, bringing back memories and feelings that threatened her serenity for too long. Disappointments make her smile. She became a conservative rebel.