Later, when someone loved her with all her troubles and oddities, she came out softer and vulnerable. She found peace and began working with herself on herself, hiding the drama and balancing the colorful outward world with her inner chaos. This implied disguise and protection, perfectly executed.
These days she is digging for a hidden truth, bringing back memories and feelings that threaten her serenity once again. Disappointments make her smile. That is how she became a conservative rebel.